Day 2: I Am Grateful to Be Trusted

I have the best job ever.  Best boss ever, too!  Both Jeff & I love working for Joe, and I've been trying hard to get on a full time, employee status with eXcelaweb.

Tonight, we had a team meeting, and discussed a new client and project that we're starting right away.  In a nutshell, Joe explained that there is zero room for error with this client, and that we must deliver our best work, as always.  I knew I was acting as Project Manager, but because this project has so  many crucial deadlines and expectations, I expected Joe to want to be very hands on with it.

Instead, after briefing us on the high expectation level with this client, he proceeded to hand the reigns over to me, and let me know that it's 100% mine to oversee and run.  THAT is a good feeling.  Considering there is no room for error, it tells me Joe trusts me enough to take on such a serious client, and for that, I am so, so grateful :)  I just have to do whatever it takes to deliver, and exceed everyone's expectations now, which I'm more than confident I will do.

2013 is looking good , work-wise!  I can't wait to jump in with both feet on this project and blow everyone's minds :)

Update: Bentonite Clay is Awesome!

Well, I did the whole Marvin the Martian (bentonite clay) mask and WOW.... Morgan, and all those Amazon reviews were not exaggerating.  This stuff is incredible!  I LOVE it.  I will definitely be using it every week now.  And it's incredibly inexpensive, too, which is what caused my skepticism to begin with.  Something like $10 for a year's supply I think.

I would highly recommend it to anyone looking for amazing-feeling (and looking) skin!  There were a couple areas, like just under my chin, that have been kindof "rough" feeling for some time now, and they are as smooth as they could possibly be after using the bentonite mask.  Really, I'm sold!!

Day 1: Our Imperfections Make Us Perfect

So here goes...  I'm going to try my best to list at least one thing I'm grateful for each day.  365 Days of Gratitude :)

So today, I'm grateful for an imperfect complexion.  My boyfriend's roommate, Morgan, bought bentonite clay, which is apparently some kind of amazing 100% natural Aztec clay that women use as a facial mask.  Since Morgan, and all the reviewers on Amazon.com have raved about this product, my boyfriend purchased a jar of it for me, too.  He's so thoughtful :)  (Another thing I'm very grateful for!).

I have never tried a facial mask before, and am not particularly looking forward to resembling Marvin the Martian in the process, but I do tend to favor clean, smooth, exfoliated skin, so it's worth a try!  There are 333 five-star reviews & 94 four-star reviews for this product on Amazon, out of 484 total.  That's pretty amazing!

So, before sitting down to write this, I washed my face & used my trusty exfoliating glove, which I have sworn by for probably 10 years now... I love that thing!  My face feels soooo smooth after using it, so I figure I might as well use it before applying the mask.  And as I'm looking in the mirror, I immediately notice every imperfection on my 30-year-old face.

I have a couple of little scars... no big deal.  A few bumps... not ideal, but they'll go away.  One or two tiny, broken blood vessels... I hate those things.  They won't go away.  And my least favorite, a brown sun spot just under my eye, thanks to spending a couple of years visiting the tanning bed on a regular basis.  It's my permanent reminder of befriending vanity, and allowing her to influence my life when she did not enrich it in any way. The tanning bed damage ruined several areas of my perfect skin, the name brand crap that I bought was both useless and a complete waste of money, and the things that were important to her are shallow and vapid, which I allowed to influence me for a short while back in the day.  I've moved on. Lesson learned.

So, as I notice all these "flaws" in my reflection, I realize two things:  (1) how quickly my mind goes to that place of discouragement and negativity upon the discovery of such minor blemishes, thanks to our awesome culture of nurturing low self esteems and chasing the illusion of perfection. Once I acknowledged that, I let it go. So naturally, I realized (2) I am so blessed.  I had beautiful skin my whole life, and any imperfections I find now either serve as little memories of the past (like the itty bitty scar above my lip where my kitten accidentally scratched me while playing) or are completely fixable if I really wanted to go to those lengths.  In other words, my so-called imperfections are so minor, and for that, I feel so blessed.  It could be so much worse... And the cherry on top is being with someone who cares about me regardless of how my appearance might change over time.

So, today, I'm grateful for an imperfect complexion, to remind me that vanity is reserved for those with much deeper emotional issues, and to remind me that I am blessed in so many ways.  Our "flaws" really are what make us perfect!

How To Stop or Cancel iOS 6 From Downloading - APPLE SUCKS!

Apple has successfully made an Android customer out of me & pretty much every iPhone user I know today.  I already hated Apple's shady, corrupted way of business, but they were tolerable, and I liked my iPhone.  I've actually always hated the "phone" part of it, but loved the rest for the most part.  I've also always hated iTunes.  Everything about Apple's level of control over their users is a massive turn off, and is not something I will tolerate for long.  Today, Apple crossed the line for good.

With the recent release of the unbelievably crappy iOS 6 came A LOT of complaints.  The chief complaint was the loss of the Google Maps and YouTube apps.  Apple is so pathetic with their little vendetta against Google (since they can't come close to competing with them) that they decided their users shouldn't be allowed to enjoy Google apps either, and took the liberty of not only removing those apps from people's devices with iOS 6, but replaced Google Maps with Apple's own maps program that is the biggest, most epic failure of any major software release in the history of major corporation releases as far as I'm concerned.  It's literally as if they didn't have time to finish it (not even close), and decided to push it out there anyway.  It's almost like an April Fool's joke... 'cept it's September.  And it's not a joke.

Apple seriously thinks it's acceptable & justifiable to replace an awesome, 8 year old, extremely robust, one-of-a-kind maps application with their horrible, unfinished, joke of an app that mislabels cities & towns by a shocking number of miles, is missing key features such as Street View and transit directions, displaying the wrong location of a Sydney, Australia Apple Store (LOL), marking an entire city as a hospital, misclassifying a nursery as an airport, and pointing the next gas station to be as far as 76 miles away.  3D views are completely distorted, the Brooklyn Bridge appears to be collapsed, some satellite views are completely covered by clouds... the list goes on & on & on.  It's so bad, in fact, that Apple's CEO issued a public apology... yet they still won't give people back the best, working app on the market... Google Maps.  And for that reason, I say audios, Apple.  I'll never support them again.

In addition, Apple disallows users from downgrading their firmware.  Why?  Why would they do this unless it was yet another attempt to control their users?  I can't fathom the moronic logic behind this.  I think Apple is starting to circle the drain, and I'm glad to see them go.  Keep failing, Apple.  Keep trying to compete with Google by being even more controlling than ever, and taking more great features away from your users.  Idiots.

SO... with all of that said, I'll finally get to the point of this post... how to stop or cancel an unwanted or accidental iOS 6 download.  In my case, I realized right after tapping the "download & install" button on my iPhone, that it was possible that the loss of Google Maps & YouTube was within the iOS 6 upgrade (originally, I thought it was just if you bought the iPhone 5).  I pretty much freaked out, since I use Google Maps a lot, and frantically searched for a way to cancel it.  I was (and still am) utterly shocked at the fact that there is NO help to be found if this happens to you.  I couldn't believe it.  I eventually read that someone disabled their WiFi to at least pause the download and prevent the installation from happening, so I did that.

So, for days, my WiFi was disabled, which means I was eating up A LOT of my data plan.  Thanks a lot, Apple.  Yet another reason to loathe you.  I kept searching for answers & found nothing.  I finally found out why... I posted about it on Apple's forums, looking for help, and of course threw a few good digs at Apple for their epic fail & disastrous iOS 6 release, and sure enough, they deleted it.  Can't handle a little public criticism?  Fine... I'll blog about it, then.

ANYWAY... my hatred for Apple keeps causing me to rabbit trail off the subject :)  So, I finally figured out my own solution.  I remembered that the download needed a certain amount of space.  So, while hoping & praying that upon choosing to download iOS 6, the device didn't automatically reserve the space it needed, I started recording video with my camera.  2.5 hours worth of video to be exact... in an attempt to fill up every last bit of available space on my phone.

It finally finished, so I enabled WiFi again, and immediately checked the iOS 6 download screen.  Woohoo! The error had changed from "it requires WiFi in order to download" to "it requires x amount of space to download."  It was still paused

I figured, "Well, at least I have my WiFi back, but now I can't even download an app or take a picture."  So this solution wasn't all that great either... I continued searching for help.

About a half an hour later, I went back to check the iOS 6 download screen, and received a popup message stating that it requires "x" amount of space in order to download & that I need to make some space.  When I hit "close "or whatever to close the message, the download had reset!  It apparently timed out, cancelled the download all together, and the "Download & Install" button was back. HALLELUJAH!

So, to recap, here's what I did to cancel, stop or prevent iOS 6 from downloading:

1. Disable WiFi to initially pause the download. (Settings > WiFi > toggle switch to OFF)
2. Take as much video as necessary in order to take up every last bit of available space on your phone. (Just hit record & put the phone down... I suggest keeping it on the charger, since mine took 2.5 hours).  
3. Once you've eaten up every last bit of space, go to Settings > WiFi > and toggle the switch to ON to enable WiFi again. 
4. Take a look at your iOS 6 download screen (Settings > General > Software Update).  It should say "paused" and at the bottom, it should say something about being unable to download because it requires "x" amount of space.  
5. Wait a while... I waited 30 minutes.  Go back into the iOS 6 download screen, and you should get a pop up this time, telling you there's not enough space.  When you close the message, your download should be cancelled, and you should have the Download & Install button back!
6. Celebrate!

I really hope this helps someone with this incredibly frustrating problem.  And since I posted this all over the forums, there's a chance Apple will catch wind of this, and since they can't handle not controlling their users, they'll probably prevent this fix from working in the future.  I heard that another solution might be to disable the WiFi in your home (keep WiFi enabled on your phone), and it will time out the same way that mine did.  You just have to wait a while.  

Thanks a lot, Apple, for making this such a horrid, time consuming & frustrating process.  I hope you crash & burn & Google stomps on the ashes.